Moodless...

This will be my second entry. but it wont be a good 1. cos its nothing to be happi about. nth much happen so far ba. just wanting the exam to pass faster. at least it will be 1 pressure off my shoulder already. didnt reali ate much for lunch and didnt reali tok much. close to no converstaion at all. just seems so dead today. dun reali understand y though. rest of the day may just drift pass without me reali noticing ba. my sickness is still not recovered yet. except for the fever thats gone. FOR GOOD!!! but not the cough and the irritatin throat. why cant the doc just giv me medicine that would cure me faster. shit...

theres something that i dun reali quite get yet. wats there to comment about jie di lian? isit such an interestin thing to say out? and keep sayin and saying. wats the diff between any relationship and that. i dun see the diff? so wats the problem with people out there? isit just that they are too imature or just so stupid to think that it is something that is veri interstin? shit to those pple. its not lik theres not enough pressure on na ge ren. now shes feelin even worse. and me? not much better either. isit reali that difficult to let things sail smoothly without pple keep creatin big tsunami time and again ma. sometimes i dunno, but i may be startin to hate horoscopes. they are onli meant to let pple have a chan kao on wat kind of person they are or why do things this way or that. intead of deciding on wat kind of person they are. people is who they make themselves to be and not wat their horoscope make them to be. it doesnt giv them the right to justify why they are doing this. its not lik the sha gua is not feeling hurt or wat ar. hais... wonder is na ge ren is goin to afk liao. got that uncomfortable feeling. feelin quite sucky now. mayb i should be saying sorry to na ge ren for not reali understanding her and making her feel so terrible... may she smile again soon...